Random Thoughts of a Shattered Panda

Life As It Stands

2012-01-09T05:51:00.000-08:00

Hey, just finished my SPM last year. It feels great!

In the one and a half months since I finished my SPM, I've done quite a few things, mainly cleaning up my room and stuff. I've just completed a one week stay in Kuala Lumpur with a few friends.

So yeah. The next thing in life would probably be college? I intend to take a degree in law, but not sure if I want to do A-levels or foundation.

Either way, there's not much to it. Just chiong ahh!! ...till the end. Lol.

A Random Q&A Thingy Chian Did

2010-05-03T04:55:00.000-07:00

If you could change something about yourself, what would it be & why?

My bloated nose. My inflated sense of confidence. The I-Can-Do-Better-Im-Just-Too-Friggin'-Lazy Attitude which has dominated my life. What’s the best dream you’ve ever had? I dont want to tell you, useless blog which I have ignored for the past year.

What last made you laugh? Talking about The Losers. Cool movie. =) What sound do you love? The sound of music ♥

Do you believe in true love? Err.. Yes and no.. Do you have any nicknames? What are they? Lipstick Boy has been with me since primary school.

♥ to Rachel, Chiang, Pris who gave me that.

Ah Yong, Panda, dumbass so many laa..

Do you have tattoos? Why or why not? No, no why, but maybe will get one one day. What are the five most important things in your life? Family, laptop, internet connection, friends, my life in general What phobias do you have? Zerofishophobia. If ur not a Highian nor Chinese-taking student, u wouldnt understand. Do you play any instruments? Jumped from trumpet to euphonium and nothing now. I quit band. But that's another story. What 3 physical features do you get compliments on most?My brain (does that count as physical?), my tongue, my lovely round tummy ♥

What animal would you love to have as a pet? Something that can generate food by itself, pick up after itself, and clean its own home. Basically something that doesnt need taking care of. Maybe a cactus? That would make an ideal pet. Pick up the book nearest to you. Open to page 37, paragraph 2. What is the first sentence (and what book is it)? The Appeal, John Grisham: Brianna delivered a girl and selected the hideous name of Sadler MacGregor Trudeau, MacGregor being Brianna's maiden name and Sadler being pulled from the air. She at first claimed Sadler had been a roguish Scottish relative of some variety, but abandoned that fiction when Carl stumbled across a boo of baby names. He really didnt care. The child was his by DNA only. He had already tried the father bit with prior families and had failed miserably. What are your major goals in life? To succeed in life, love my family as much as possible, and to acquaint myself with at least 10000 people of different personalities.

What is your favorite food? Too much to list down. How do you cope with breaking up? I dont. I have been through the 5 stages of grief and mourning. I have denied it, ranted at the unfairness, made pacts with myself, crawled into a dark hole hoping to die and finally accepted my fate and moved on. What inspires you? Books, excerpts, quotes, music, people around me. How long was your longest relationship? Half a year? No idea. I dont keep track. Failures arent worth recording. What is your biggest pet peeve? I dont really understand. What is your favorite flavor of ice cream? CHOCOLATE !♥

What is your favorite season and why? Winter. Because I've never experienced it before. What movie do you never get tired of watching? Cartoons and comedy. Usually the former is included in the latter.

Is there anything you’re superstitious about? I dont walk around the house solo if I hear some weird noises. How many people have you kissed? No one. Lucky me. If a genie granted you three wishes, what would they be? Freedom without responsibilities, more sleeping time , and unlimited wishes. What is your motto in life? I cant settle on one. I have half a dozen. What song always makes you happy? Any song which fits the mood. On a rainy day, what is your favorite thing to do? S.L.E.E.P and watch tv. Do you prefer hugs or kisses? Hugs. Definitely more intimate than getting slobbered over. If you could live forever, would you? Why or why not? No. I’d be bored as hell. Unless I have immortal people to live with laa. What talent do you wish you’d been born with? The ability to do dozens of things at once without draining my batteries a dozen times faster, more logic, and the incredibly wonderful power of persuasion. What’s the longest you’ve gone without sleep?

Training camp. 'Nuff said.

Would you rather have trust or love? Why? Can I have a little of both? Has any book or movie made an impact on you? Yes, but I forget. What do you think is the biggest mistake that men/women make in their relationships? Dishonesty. And lack of communication. If someone told you that you only had exactly 9 minutes to live, what would you do in those 9 minutes? I’d update my status on Facebook telling people that generosity pays someday. ^^ What’s the dumbest purchase you’ve ever made? All the earphones I never needed. Write a story in six words. My girlfriend ran out on me.

If a book were written about your life, what would the title be? 101 Things You Should Never Teach Your Kids, or maybe How To Get Thru Life Doing Half The Work Everyone Else Does Do you have any scars? Where did they come from? A couple. From here and there. What is the first thing you notice about people? Their smiles. Or lack thereof. How do you feel when people lead you on, and they don’t even like you? Its a thrill, and it's fun for awhile, then it gets boring. Would you ever forgive your boyfriend/ girlfriend for cheating on you? Been there, done that. Ever purposely broken your iPod/phone just for a new one? Err.. Not on purpose laa Do you feel like you have life figured out? Half. Then I find out there's alot more. Has anyone told you they would never leave and left? Yeah. Looking forward to anything? Not ftm. Maybe my driving licence and college. Would you say you’re an understanding person? Nope. Are you a loud person? If Im in the mood. xD Do you have trust issues? Depends on how familiar. Mostly nope. Do you think you could live without a cell phone? Yeapp. Are you a mean person? Not to people I care for. Not intentionally anyway. When was the last time you were told you were cute? A few hours ago. How long do you take in the shower? Usually 5 min, sometimes half an hour. Do you honestly think the world is going to end it 2012? Not really. My only regret is if it is, I'd have wasted my whole life in school. D0 y00h h@t3 wh3n p30p|3 t@|k |1k3 d1z? Serious dislike. Hate is such a strong word. Is facebook killing myspace? Yes. Why did you get myspace? I don’t have one.

What is your favorite Disney movie? Cant remember. I'm convinced it's something nice. How did your day start off? Sleepy. What is your current mood? Quite good. Do you think anyone has feelings for you? Yeap. Have you ever cried so much you threw up? Nahh. Would you rather be mad or sad? Sad. Ever dropped a cell phone? Only once a day. Mayyybe more on certain days. Whats your favorite thing to do on the weekend? Online How do you feel about your siblings? They are irrational at times Would you rather fly, drive or travel by train? Walk or bike. No motion sickness involved. Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning? Night. Morning so cold laa. Are there any people who don’t like you? Yeah?Kesian. Would you go out in public looking like you do now? No. I'm shirtless. What was the first thing you said this morning? To phone: Oh shit.

Do you miss someone? A lot of ppl Did your night suck last night? It wasn’t great, but it didn’t suck. What are you stressed out about? My studies. Would you ever get your hips pierced? Haha. no. Are your parents strict? Not really. Are you listening to music? Yeap. Dont Stop Believing - Glee Cast

2009-11-23T06:39:00.000-08:00

Is this the end? We have come to a fork in our road together.. U've put a step down one path.. While I have every intent to go down the other.. Tell me.. Will u come with me? Or shall we end what we have, going in the same direction, but using different roads? Able to see each other, but no longer able to reach out to each other?

Tagged!

2009-08-22T06:59:00.000-07:00

Doing daphne's tag.. LOl..

1. What's the relationship of you and her/him?

: In a relationship. =D a 2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?

: Adorable

: Funny

: Happy-go-lucky.

: Hyper

: Caring friend.

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you:

: Haha. Then i'll miss u like crazy lo.

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you:

: shush..

5. If she/he became your lover, you will

: erm..

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will

: be sad. sob and cry. generally fuck up.

a 7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on

: reconsidering whether the right choice or not

a 8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is

: me? probably..

*moving on with dignity*

a 9. The most desirable thing to do on for him/her is?

:shush..

10. The overall impression of him/her is...

: haha. indescribable would be perfect..

a 11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?

: half of them think im one helluva sonofabitch, the other half thinks im great.. which are u?

a 12. The character of you for yourself is?

: haiyo.. ask stupid question..

a 13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

: lazy, tidak apa, very forgetful, can sometimes even forget my darling.. wow.. wish i was smarter too..

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

: some1 who;s lived his ife to the fullest

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them.

: I LOVE YOU! =)

16. Ten people to tag: 1. Not U 2. Not U 3. Not U 4. Not U 5. Not U 6. Not U 7. Not U 8. Not U 9. Not U 10. Yes, U! The one reading this post!

a 17. Who is no.2 having a relationship with? : Haha.. i can skip the next few questions..

18. Is no.3 a male or female?

: zzzzzz

19. How will no.9 react if he/she found out that his/her cell phone is lost?

: ................

20. If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?

: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

21. How about no.5 and no.8?

: .................

22. What is no.1 studying about?

:.................

23. Is no.4 single? [Anissa]

: ..................

24. Say something about no.6 [Lau Xin Wen]

: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz done! love this tag, the last few questions were the most fun.. xD do it yea! and dun copy mah style, or i swear i'll hunt u down and absolutely FRYYY uu~~ Hehe.. Done by, The SACRED panda.. wow.. nice name.. xDxDxD

My Beth

2009-08-03T02:31:00.000-07:00

While browsing thru the novel Little Women, I came upon this - A poem written from Jo March to her dying sister, Beth.. MY BETH Verse 1 Sitting patient in the shadow Till the blessed light shall come, A serene and saintly presence Sanctifies our troubled home. Earthly joys and hopes and sorrows Break like ripples on the strand Of the solemn and deep river Where her willing feet now stand. Verse 2 O my sister, passing from me, Out of human care and strife, Leave me, as a gift, those virtues Which have beautified your life. Dear, bequeath me that great patience Which has power to sustain A cheerful, uncomplaining spirit In its prison-house of pain. Verse 3 Give me, for i need it sorely, Of that courage, wise and sweet, Which has made the path of duty Green beneath your willing feet. Give me that unselfish nature, That with charity devine Can pardon wrong for love's sake-- Meek heart, forgive me mine! Verse 4 Thus our parting daily loseth Something of its bitter pain And while learning this hard lesson, My great loss becomes my gain. For the touch of grief will render My wild nature more serene. Give to life new aspirations, A new trust in the unseen. Verse 5 Henceforth, safe across the river, I shall see forever more A beloved, household spirit Waiting for me on the shore. Hope and faith, born of my sorrow, Guardian angels shall become, And the sister gone before me

By their hands shall lead me home. (The following is a continuation of the novel) So the spring days came and went, the sky grew clearer, the earth greener, the flowers were up fairly early, and the birds came back in time to say goodbye to Beth, who, like a tired but trustful child, clung to the hands that had led her all her life, as Father and Mother guided her tenderly through the Valley of the Shadow, and gave her up to God. just something to ponder..

Its me again!!

2009-06-22T01:41:00.000-07:00

Dang im back! I know, I know, I havent updated for a while. So what? Who has such time to update their blogs anyway? Ah well.. The people who have too much time on their hands.. I really envy them. To all readers passing by: Look, I know my blog is damn boring, not just layout but content too. If anyone wants to help, feel free to find me for my email and pass.. I seriously dont have time.. Will be uploading a few pictures of my visit to damai.. Haha.. Stay tuned for more.. In the next few days.. Again, sorry for not updating! -Panda-

Im back~

2009-05-21T06:21:00.000-07:00

Finally! Im back.. After such a long break from blogging, i've come back. Yes, i know a blog without pictures is kinda boring. Yes, i know a blog about an uninteresting 15 year old guy going about his life is very boring.. But well, a guy's gotta do what a guy's gotta do. ********* Haiz. Reading other people's blogs are so time consuming. Managing my own? Even more so. And yet my blog is my only outlet, the only place where I can finally talk without being interrupted, to talk about me and me alone and no one else.. Its been a long time since I've had that sort of luxury. Whee~ I suddenly realize something. Im so lame. So let me tell u a story. ******** Okay. Three vampires walked into a bar. The first ordered concentrated blood, and the second ordered saturated blood. The third, however, ordered a glass of water. The first two asked him the reason behind his strange choice. He said.. "Aiyo.. Global recession lah.. I got bring my own tea bag....." =/ ***********************

Okay

2009-01-21T23:09:00.000-08:00

Okay. I know I havent posted for awhile, Im sorry, no time to hit the blogs at all since Form3.. So.. Yeah.. This'll be a pit stop in my long and torturing ordeal called studying.. Loads of homework, tuition, and Im doing lots of serious juggling to complete all this, a few outstanding projects, and cleaning my room before my dear beloved niece comes back on Saturday. *sigh* Been suffering from severe bouts of depression which comes and goes easily and spontaneously. I seriously regret not doing more to gain your trust and I regret wasting the time I had with you. Now your gone, I seriously miss you. Like crazy. Dun wanna say much in case you see this or something.. So.. Yeah.. So..Erm.. Yeah.. Dont really know what to post.. Its not like my life is interesting anyway. And those parts that are interesting Im not very keen on sharing with the world. Since my blog is open to the people, there is always something or everything that I cannot post. A blog isnt a diary as some might think (oh here I go again) but rather a portal to the world in which we can look out of and explore rather than a diary to record what happens in our lives. Cuz a blog is meant for people to read, and to satisfy people we cannot post items that are negative in nature, especially not toward the reader. This seriously constricts our choices and topics on which to blog upon. I find that most blogs are a LIE in which the author writes not who he or she is, but what he or she wishes to show the world. The real person behind a blog might not be as perfect as his ideals, or stands upon certain topics, for it is not what a person says that shows him, but what he does NOT debate upon depict him for what he really is. -Fin- There. I've just finished one of those periods in which I actually debate with myself upon a topic which is utterly lame. I apologize to all readers for the inconvenience caused by you reading this post. But Im not feeling very well lately both mentally and physically. I just hope Im stil rational and of sound mind when I complete PMR. There. I have posted in my blog. Happy much? Thankee~ The End

No!

2009-01-11T02:18:00.000-08:00

No!

Today started out as a GOOD day..

Now its a BAD day..

You said you would wait..

Now you say you dont know

Argh!..

Im so damn confused..

Is it worth it?

Can we go on?

Or is this it?

Just tell me what you want..

Or maybe not..

Cuz..

Im scared.. Of the answer..

Shit..

Shitshitshitshitshit..

Cant breathe..

No..

Jokes! More Jokes!

2009-01-03T23:20:00.000-08:00

The below content is not suitable for those below 18 years of age. Please do not continue if you are younger than 18 years old. Thank you. ****************************************** Having said that, I will thus say that the below is some of the less gross ones.. Enjoy! *** Ordeal of fruit You guys have probably heard this before, but.. Two guys were marooned on an island and were captured by cannibals. The caanibals told them that unless they underwent the Ordeal of Fruit, they would be killed and eaten. They were each instructed to collect 100 of any type of fruit and bring it back. So they both set off and an hour later, the first guy camme back with 20 grapes. The cannibals then ordered him to shove all 100 grapes up his asshole. If he laughed, he would be killed immediately. Before the guy even put the first grape in, he started to smile. A few seconds later, he chucklled and finally laughed out loud. The caanibals said to him, " You do realize that you are now about to be killed, right?" The guy answered, " Yes, but I just thought of my friend who's out there collecting pineapples. *** Elevators A countryside family went to the city for the first time. They were all very awed by the tall skyscrapers and many people. Somehow, the father and son and their mother got seperated. The father and son arrived in front of a metal door that opened and shut into a small metal room. Soon affter, an old woman in a wheelchair came and pressed a button on the wall. The metal doors opened, and the old woman went in. They watched in wonder as the lights on top of the metal doors lighted up one by one, then lighted up in the reverse order. When the metal doors finally opene again, a beautiful blonde woman stepped out and walked off. Man to son: "Son, go get your mother....." *** The flute player A worker at a factory had an accident with the machines one day and as a result, his penis was mangled and nearly destroyed. After over a dozen hours of grueling surgery, the professional surgeon finally patched up the poor guys member. After the surgery, the surgeon handed the man a business card. 'That's my brother," he said. "Go see him, he'll be really useful to your recovery." After taking a look at the card, the man exclaims, "But it says here your brother is a professional flute player!" "I know," said the surgeon calmly. "He's gonna teach you where to put your fingers so you dont piss in your eyes." *** Utterly helpless A man with no arms or legs was lounging by the beach. A few hot chicks came over to his spot. One of them said," Oh, poor you. Have you ever been hugged before?" The man answers no, and the girl hugs him. Another says, " Oh poor you. Have you ever been kissed before?" The man answers no, and the girl kisses him. A third one takes one look at the poor limbless man and says," Have you ever been fucked before?" The man answers no and is very excited. "Well," says the girl. "Now you will be. The tide's coming in.."

***

Size Does Matter

Three men are marooned on an island. A cannibal comes out of nowhere with a

fearsome looking spear. He says he will tell them of a place where there was a boat

if the size of all three of their penises were longer than his.

When he took out his love member, it was a whopping 20cm long.

The first guy unzips his pants and reveals a 10cm long penis.

The second unzips his pants and reveals a 9cm long one.

Knowing they had only 1cm to go to beat the cannibal, they were confident of winning.

The third guy unzips his pants and reveals a puny cock measuring 1cm.

As they were rowing away in the boat the cannibals had grudgingly gave them,

The first guy says, " You guys are lucky my kid is 10cm long.."

The second guy says, " Well, you guys are equally lucky that I have a 9cm long one."

The third guy says, "Yeah.. You guys are lucky I had an erection.."

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Dont balk at the content. No choice, its too funny not to blog..

Haha.. Sorry, all.. XD

So Long to 2008

2009-01-01T02:10:00.001-08:00

So. 2008 has come and gone. It is now the 1st of January 2009. Walking down memory lane, I reflect on what I have done, and a few memorable events stil cling to mind. Jobweek.. Koperasi day which was also on my birthday, and the various surprises packaged with it.. The time I fell from the 3rd floor to the second (ouch).. The wonderful time I had with my ex girlfriend.. And various band activities.. Antac.. It has certainly been a fun year. However, what was most memorable and fresh in my memories is stil that of Antac 2008.. I grew alot during this camp. It seems that for every camp and/or band display that i partake in, I have grown to love scouting more and more. Although I have plenty of regrets for being a very inactive member last year and not finishing my Usaha scheme, I stil have no regrets for being a scout, no matter what I do. On the other hand, my studies which took a very bad turn in Form 1 and has managed to drop alarmingly every semester is stil worrying me. I wonder if I have enough time to make up for the times I did not even bother to study these two years. It seems I indeed have to burn some more midnite oil to catch up. Target for PMR: 7a.. Wow.. Memandangkan my standard is stil very low now.. *sigh* Oh well.. No use crying over spilt milk.. As the clock ticks on, 2008 is fading into a distant memory with each passing second, hour, day, week, month.. Indeed, 2008 has been a bittersweet year for me. Hopefully, 2009 will take a turn for better in all aspects of my life.

Ready? 3..2..1.. *BOOM*

Happie New Year!!!

All da best to everyone.. Til now, tis' all. Sayonara, and a happy new year to all..

Not Half Bad

2008-12-30T23:13:00.000-08:00

So..

Its the day after we went for the shang di procession..

And I realized.. it aint as half as bad as I thought it might be..

Everything went fine, I forgot a few songs,

Got messed up playing Evening Wind by Mok during the most crucial moment

( No offense, Mok, its not like you're expected to be a Lower Brass God or something,

even if you are 'The Chosen One')

And..

My mum for once actually came to see her son

Instead of calling another dancing party at our house..

I can tell she really loved our band and our songs,

especially Mamma Mia..

So I think I just might have increased my chances of staying on next year..

All in all, it was quite a good evening,

considering how tiring the Kuching Fest parade was..

Im amazed by our band and how far its come since I first entered.

This is the reason I joined scout and then band..

For the memories attached to the various events and activities.

I'll never forget knowing people that have made an impact upon my life,

for better or for worse

Wilson Mok, The Chosen One and

the guy who actually hit the tiang (hehx)..

..A great guy, and a better leader..

Kho Swee Yee, our major,

..who always knew what to say, at the right place, at the right time..

Aelred Lee Zhen Hui, my 1st year Antac PL and current T4 TL,

It was Aelred who actually inspired me to continue scouting..

Im sorry for everything I did in 2007 Antac, I know I wasnt the best..

David Boon, my current APL and Antac08 APL

No idea what to say..

You touched me in ways no one else has before..

Desmond Ong, my Antac08 PL,

..I have no idea how to describe someone like this.

I know no one else who actually doesnt care if a guy fails and fails again,

even when it cripples his patrol..

Oh Wei Fung,

I knew I've given you headaches,

and I know we've had disagreements and quarrels.

But you're stil someone who deserves respect.

'nuff said.

Brandon Ting,

who's so unreasonable at times and yet I can always laugh around you..

Sim Zee Ang,

..I was awed since the first day I met you.

Though I dont know you much, Im stil proud to know you..

Abel Tan, who tried so hard at everything..

..Im amazed that what appears is not what is underneath..

and even Chang Wee Khee..

Although at times you really wanna hit this guy,

actually.. He's not half bad at all..

At least his intentions are in the right place..

No matter what I do, where I am,

how long its been,

I'll never forget my experience in scouting,

the people I met, knew, and came to love,

and the things I did.

**************

Its not scouting that lighted up my life.

Its the people in it.

Thanks, guys..

Oh, Band, Oh, Brother, Oh, Bother!!

2008-12-29T04:16:00.000-08:00

Wow!..

Band is soo damn tiring..

Im so sore from carrying that darn euphonium..

Tomorrow night I have to carry it for 3 or 4 hours some more?!

Ohmygawsh.. Gonna faint man..

****

Abel cant take too much heat, found that out today..

Given 3 hours of near nonstop marching and he just wont play..

So its either me or momok to hold it thru in those

lucid moments when the parade is nearing to a close..

I just hope momok knows his notes,

cuz I

(i) Completely dont know

Shooting Star March

and

Spartans of Tomorrow

and

Puteri Santubong

While I only know half of Jalur Gemilang..

Oh dear..

*****************************

Oh well.. Hopefully stil got Doggy..

Please appear Doggy..

We need u~~

Lol.. Dun worrie~

Stil gonna give it my all!..

Cuz.. This might be my last display..

Dont ask me why..

LuLaLuLaLu~

2008-12-25T00:54:00.000-08:00

Hmm..

Its christmas everyone..

Tis' the season to be jolly!

So.. Merry christmas!!

*************

Unnhh..

Slept at almost 4a.m. last nite..

Couldnt sleep..

So this morning I was like

"Ohmygawsh I cant get up!

I cant get up!"

Sorta kinda reminds me of this pic i found on

http://www.cheezburger.com/

Lol.. Not bad eh.. xD

Alive Anymore copyrights reserved

2008-12-22T23:20:00.000-08:00

This is a song I wrote out of sheer boredom

Is not true

And based on the melody of Unfaithful by Rihanna..

**********

Story of my life

Searching for my rights

This life has been unfair to me...

Woke up with a sore

Today will be a bore

I have no idea how i know..

Dont like who I am

Dont like what I do

Someone tell me what to do

I got out of bed and slipped on my phone

and fell to the floor

I knew this day was bad before I even reached the door~

I can see me die-kin

I dont wanna do this anymore

I cant find out the reason why

Everyone thinks Im such a bore

I havent even been to Singapore

I dont wanna do this anymore

I dont wanna throw away my life

I dont wanna be..

Alive anymore..

Feel it in the air

I cant pretend not to care

About my state of disrepair

I went and brushed my teeth

Didnt even see

Took a toothbrush with someone's hair

(my sis's?)

And Im sure you can imagine

What happened after I did that

I ran into the bathroom and *words censored by Blogger.com*

I just knew Im dying

I dont wanna do this anymore I cant find out the reason why Everyone thinks Im such a bore I havent even been to Singapore

* I dont wanna do this anymore I dont wanna throw away my life I dont wanna be..

* Alive anymore..

Again

2008-12-20T08:09:00.000-08:00

Meeting! (Again)

Very few people! (Again)

No flag! (Again)

Punishment!

(Aiya, biasa larz, go meeting no tiok punishment only hairan..)

Very little time indoor!

Ei! Not bad!

Climb rope!

The same.. No..

This is different..

Normally not use the very thick de rope de?

Today we used the thinner, monkey crawl rope.

Man, that hurt.

For the first time, climb rope will bleed..

Ouch..

So.. Um.. Played games.. This and that..

Then band..

Forgot my file.. (Again!)

(Wa piang.. This post really alot of agains orh..)

Brought my gloves (For once!)

And..

*eep*

Another display on the 30th of December!

1. Shooting Star March

2. Sway

3. Jalur Gemilang

4. Jamaica Farewell

And..

I know none of them..

Poor me..

(Again..)

And so I end this post with another again..

Again!

Which is nicer?

2008-12-16T01:39:00.000-08:00

So..

Today went to that I. T. place with my parents..

Wan T.J. or something like that..

We were looking for a toy car that could fit my niece,

who's coming in January.

Btw, it has to be remote controlled.

We saw alot there,

but the contestants were narrowed down to this two..

This..

and this..

The first one looks more solid,

but the latter looks much more nicer..

So. What do you think?

Fkin angry

2008-12-16T00:37:00.000-08:00

Ok..

So fkin angry at my ma..

I only have this much time to go online to do all my things,

and yet she wants to do her things whenever I open the laptop.

U can do it any other time without anyone to criticize or lament on your overexcessive usage

and yet you want to use MY online time.

Are you doing it on purpose or what?

Shish kebab larz..

Crazy

2008-12-09T22:39:00.000-08:00

Tell me whats wrong with society?

When everywhere I look i see

Young girls dying to be on tv

Wont stop til they reach their dreams

Diet pills Surgery

Photoshopped pictures in magazines

Telling them how they should be

It doent make sense to me

(Chorus)

Is everybody going crazy?

Is anybody gonna save me?

Can anybody tell me whats going on

Tell me what's going on

If you open your eyes

You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be

There's no more normal families

Parents act like enemies

Making kids feel like its World War 3

No one's cares No one's there

I guess we're all just too damn busy

And money's our first priority

It doesnt make sense to me

(Chorus)

Tell me what’s wrong with society

When everywhere I look I see

Rich guys driving big SUV’s

When kids are starving in the streets

No one cares

No one likes to share

I guess life's unfair..

(Chorus)

What has this world come to?

What is the point of our existence?

What am i here for?

Ma Bo de Qing Ge

2008-12-07T23:43:00.000-08:00

NameWee has done it again...

Check out this video!

Its good.. Really good..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOiYb4vktPQ&eurl=http://www.commonsensical-ismorefun.blogspot.com/&feature=player_embedded

Enjoy!

Video courtesy of Commensensical-is-more-fun a.k.a. Ah Lun's blog.

However, credits for the hard work (or maybe not) copying and pasting

this video belongs to yours truly.

Be free to grab n pass around.

After all, sharing is caring!

Once again, enjoy.

So what?

2008-12-07T20:55:00.000-08:00

Alright, alright, stop bugging me already..

So what if she did sleepwalk into our camp?

Doesnt mean you have to jeer about it every time..

Ish..

Its just sleepwalking..

Right?

Woot!

2008-12-07T20:51:00.000-08:00

Woot!

This year's Antac is over lu..

This year's passed pretty quickly..

N quite interesting..

If any1 wants pics, doggy's blog.

Nuff said.

Kl

2008-11-26T19:30:00.000-08:00

Okayy..

So..

Went down to KL on the 13th n came back yesterday..

(26th Nov)

Casey's growing up real fine now,

and she has now graduated to monosyllabic words..

which she sometimes says over n over again..haha..

Bought alot of sstuff..

Including a dancing mat for ps2 for my sis..

Everyday i was at home

only eat sleep play game slp then eat somemore..

That;s the reason why im so damn fat now..

T.T

KGS

2008-11-07T03:49:00.000-08:00

Today was prize giving day!

Unfortunately, yours truly isnt worthy of a prize of any degree.

And so, I stayed at home the whole morning when everyone else (almost)

were getting some prize or other..

blablabla..

Afternoon, after lunch with my mum,

went to KGS a.k.a. Kelab Golf Sarawak

for a bucket or two at the driving range.

I did quite well today considering I was alone..

After, walked back to the clubhouse enjoying my freedom

when suddenly, all of a sudden,

out came the sun!

Ohmaigawsh!! So damn hot!!

Stayed at the library, went out for nuggets,

then around 5 went swimming..

Swim swim swim..

Half an hour tired liaw..

So sien..

That all about sums up a not-bad day..

Going down to KL on the 13th..

Coming back the day before ANTAC..

Dat means I'll have to go on that shopping spree before i go..

Oh well..For now,

lets kick back and relax..

'Now im speechless, over the edge and just breathless..

I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again....'

So forgetful..

2008-11-06T07:19:00.000-08:00

In the last post, I forgot to mention jacqueline's blog url..hehe.. Here it is.. http://www.jumjumjump.blogspot.com So forgetful of me.. In case you're wondering, jumjum's her much beloved bolster..

Today, today!

2008-11-06T07:08:00.000-08:00

Finally, a post where i actually write about what happened today rather than yesterday or the day before or some other time in the past.. Well.. Jacq, cam, shu ee, bi ai, si wei n me.. The so called 'stardusted ex-prefects' were called to..um..menjaga kelas.. By whom? None other than our most beloved (blerkhs) ms wee lorz.. So there we were.. Jalan jalan.. Chit chat here, chit chat there.. Cam showing off her (amazing) rubik skills.. Took care of a few classes (man, caesar so hiao!) And..well..made a few new friends! Not bad..took a few pics too.. Wanna c

Zz

2008-11-06T06:54:00.000-08:00

Had quite a good day yesterday.. Teased bernard a lot.. poor ad'ike.. Hmn.. NOT gonna mention how a certain some1 completely ruined an otherwise near-perfect day.. Zz.. cant there be a day whr everything is right, oh so right? oh well..

Have you ever?

2008-10-18T19:02:00.000-07:00

Have you ever loved somebody so bad it makes you cry? Have you ever needed something so much you cant sleep at night? Have you ever? Oh, have you ever? Seriously, is there anyone in this world who understands how i feel now. Anyone who understands how much i need her right now.. Im sorry..Im so so sorry.. I want you back..But you know I cant..

More lame jokes

2008-10-18T04:16:00.000-07:00

Boeing 747??!! You dont get married to get sex. Getting married to get sex is like buying a Boeing 747 to get free peanuts. And only if MAS runs the plane. Superhero Superdilemma Batman never fights crime in neighbourhoods that needs it. I'd like to see Batman fight crime in my neighbourhood. "Robin?" "Yes, Batman?" "Didnt we park the car right here, man?" Phone Confusion A group of guys are in the locker room when a mobile phone suddenly rings. One of them picks it up. Man: "Hello?" Woman: "Well, I have the news. The house we wanted is back on the market. They're asking for $950,000. Man: "Well then, go ahead and make an offer, but make it $1.2 million so we'll be sure to get it." Woman: "OK, i'll see you later. I love you!" Man: "I love you too." The man hangs up. Then he asks, "Does anyone know whose phone this is?" Star Wars kiddo Somewhere in a city far, far away.. A kid gets a Dath Vader costume for his 3rd birthday. Turning to his father, he says in his best Darth Vader voice,"Daddy, I am your father."

Lame jokes and all the rest

2008-10-18T03:58:00.000-07:00

Gay people invented sports. Who agrees? No? Think about it. Boxing: two topless men..in silk shorts..fighting over a belt.. -Ant- How many people here have telekinetic powers? Raise my hand. -Emo Phillips- Laundry So they're showing me, on television, the detergent getting the bloodstain out. I mean, come on, you got a T-shirt with blood all over it. Maybe laundry isnt your biggest problem right now. -Jerry Seinfeld- Every group is a racist. White folk will see a group of Indian people together and they're like, "Look at all those brown people, they're probably all very happy together". Then you get together in the same group of people, and like, "Hey, you from India? Im from India. Which part? No, not that part. Go to hell, you dirty bastard". -Dave Atell- Driving lesson Have you ever noticed that anyone going slower than you is an idiot while anyone going faster than you is a maniac? Some points parents would approve When she was in high school my sister went out with the captain of the chhess team. My parents simply loved him. They figured that any guy who took hours to make a move was fine by them. -Brian Kiley- Carrots: Vegetarians, no offence We've learned in school (Form 2 Chapter 2 Nutrition to be exact) that carrots are good for your eyesight because they contain Vitamin A. Well, why are there so many dead rabbits on the highway then? Explain that, mothers!! Disadvantages of credit cards My wife has tons of credit cards. She has so many magnetic strips in her wallet, her purse points north. -Peter Sosso- Men The problem is that God give man a brain and a penis, but only enough blood to run one at a time. -Robin Williams-

Cheating in Exams

2008-10-17T18:11:00.000-07:00

Has anyone noticed cheating is rampant in school nowadays? This is, of course, asking the teachers and whatever education officials or whatnot who happened to stumble across this page.. Let me give you an example.. My seating in class is the very first row, the very first table.. I'll dub the person sitting behind me as A, and the person sitting in front of the person to my immediate right, which is the first person in the second row (facing the blackboard) as B.. When we were sitting for our Chinese 1 exam, B asked me to give him answers to 15 questions. B has no interest in Chinese at all, and so he's planning to take our Chinese teacher's suggestion to drop Chinese next year as he did not want to fail Chinese in PMR..He said since this was the last time he was taking a Chinese exam, he really wanted to pass it, even if it meant cheating. So I gave in and we reached an agreement. When the teacher wasnt looking, he would look at me and show me a question that he needed an answer to. Example: When he wanted the answer to question number 13, he would show me a 1 followed by a 3 using his fingers, and I on the other hand would give him a signal telling him if the answer was A, B, C or D. I did this by touching a part of my face: A - the eyes, B - the nose, C - the mouth, D - the ears. Through this method, I gave him 15 answers for Chinese 1. Another method is to scrunch up pieces of paper and scattering them around the table. This will make it look like they're pieces of rubbish. When the time comes, you pick up the pieces of paper and scribble your questions onto the paper. This is done when the teacher is walking around the class or when she isnt looking. Then you pass it to the person behind you, like me, or you throw it to whoever you want, also when the teacher isnt looking. That person then gives you the answers and then gives it back to you. Efficient if you do it right. One more very devious method is left for me to introduce to you. Im sure most people out there are familiar with the alphabetical capabilities of the Casio fx-570MS scientific calculator, right? In case you didnt, this calculator can be used to type out all the letters of the alphabet except Q, V, W and Z. J, L and S is substituted by the number 5, which looks like those.. Now during the Mathematic 1 test on Friday, which is yesterday, we were allowed to bring in our scientific calculators for the exam. We were baby-sitted by a teacher whom i will not name. This teacher is very strict and his/her wrath is not to be tested. Then i had a problem with question number 37, to which i could not find the answer, no matter how hard I tried. But since I could not turn around or pass notes or anything for fear of the teacher, I did something very (pardon my arrogance) clever..Well, I dont think it qualifies as clever, but.. Using my 570 calculator, i typed in the words 1f CORRECT h1T mE which comes across as 'If correct, hit me' and angled the calculator so he could see. Hoping A behind me had noticed, i typed 37.A i heard a rustling of papers, but no response. Good, he knew what I wanted. 37.B, i typed. Stil no response. Then i typed 37.C ..and he subtly, ever so subtly nudged my back. BINGO!! Now is that sweet or what? Haha.. The point of this post is, it is very very easy to cheat in exams since teachers dont really notice what you are doing. However, if the teacher does actually pay more attention to the movement of students in class, THIS WILL NOT HAPPEN AT ALL!!! So, teachers and whatnot, I issue you a challenge. Try to catch us. There's a few cheaters in every class. Well, except maybe 2g and 2h. But my point is made. Touche.

Test is Over

2008-10-17T18:05:00.000-07:00

Test time is finally over!! Ohyea!!! Hahaha.... Our long, long ordeal..finally.. After 3 weeks of hard prep.. We can finally ENJOY!!

The start of Random Thoughts

2008-09-01T21:00:00.000-07:00

Oh well here we go..another new blog, another pesky little burden to add to my everyday life.. But..well..where else am I gonna unload all those random thoughts that bug you everyday but you just never can find the time to deal with..?? i mean..those times which usually pop up once or twice a day and get you thinking about life and its meaning..death and why it happens..or even why you choose peanut butter over jam.. okay..so maybe this guy behind this laptop right now is really a bit weird and maybe a little crazy..but hey..who will find out who i am? if i've gotten you a bit confused so far, im sorry..i didnt ask you to read this..you can navigate away if you want..this is just a way for me to express my feelings..not really for reading..

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Life As It Stands

A Random Q&A Thingy Chian Did

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My Beth

Its me again!!

Im back~

Okay

No!

Jokes! More Jokes!

So Long to 2008

Not Half Bad

Oh, Band, Oh, Brother, Oh, Bother!!

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Again

Which is nicer?

Fkin angry

Crazy

Ma Bo de Qing Ge

So what?

Woot!

Kl

KGS

So forgetful..

Today, today!

Zz

Have you ever?

More lame jokes

Lame jokes and all the rest

Cheating in Exams

Test is Over

The start of Random Thoughts

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